Sunday, June 1, 2008

Moving Ahead by Going Back

It’s now officially the midpoint in the year, and I celebrated not by helping out with everyone else at the Rock ‘n’ Roll Marathon this morning, but by going back to my old neighborhood and running a favorite Sunday solo route. It was a little quieter than I remember, but that may be because all of the attention in the San Diego running community was focused on the 20,000 running in the other end of the city.

Our old home finally sold, apparently to a couple with a son attending a local college. I still don’t like the new landscaping, but I guess not everyone enjoys fruit trees and billowy bougainvillea buds. All along the streets, the yards looked fuller. Then I remembered a conversation at a party last month, where I learned most of the wild rabbit that normally feed on the flowers had not yet returned since last October’s wildfires. No coyotes on the course this trip. No awkward encounters with migrant workers. No water at the elementary school fountain anymore, either.

It was easy to figure out which candidates on Tuesday’s ballot were local by the concentration of signs in front lawns. This is a very politically active area and one of the things I miss about the place. I missed the hills too, because I hit the summit of the biggest one without even realizing it!

As I cooled down, my former neighbor saw my car and came over and we caught up on her home renovations, the latest antics from the neighborhood nut job and what we knew about a murder a few streets away. She never asked why I wasn't running the marathon, sparing me from recalling the race two years ago that would restrict my physical capabilities forever. Instead, she said it was good to see me again and asked me to stop by sometime soon.

I might have been overcome with emotion as I pulled away from the place. Instead, I left with my six-word memoir that I’d been asked last week to provide by trail runner Jeff in Florida.

Her prescription came with unlimited refills.

21 comments:

peter said...

I love going back to old neighborhoods to run. I used to live in Colorado before I was a runner and when I went back on business, I stayed 30 miles outside of Denver so I could get up early and run the old neighborhoods. We moved a lot and I ran by a house and said, That's where Jimmy was born, and another and remembered the monstrous remodeling job in there, and another and remembered our dog we had before children. It was magical, at the end of the day I flew back to a completely different life.

miss petite america said...

beautiful anne.

my brothers and i still love the house we spent our early childhood in. whenever we're in the neighborhood, we drive by and think about what the new people are doing in our house.

and the yard doesn't look nearly as good wen we lived there, either.

Backofpack said...

A lovely post - and a great memoir. It can be read so many ways...

Phil said...

Going back to the "old place" is often fraught with emotion. Happy to see that you got in a good run.

Ellie Hamilton said...

Great trip back, Anne! I'm glad you went, glad you found enrichment there.

I'm pondering your six-word memoir.

RunBubbaRun said...

It's alawys interesting to go back to were you grew up.. It's interesting to see how so much has changed and stayed the same..

Like the memoir..

Deene said...

That's a good six word summary!
My husband went to run the RnR. He came home late last night and i left early this morning while he came down for coffee. I did snatch a bag of cookies from his swag bag.

Neese said...

aw i just want to hug you, great post

angie's pink fuzzy said...

awesome

Irene said...

Love the memoir!

Jeff said...

Wow, great memoir! Very thought-provoking.

Sunshine said...

Old neighborhoods... Sigh...
You can go back, and yet you can't. Sunday we attended a celebration at a church I served 18 years ago. A lot of the folks I had loved were dead, and none of the young people under 18 were even born yet when we were there.
Sad to know they cut down the fruit trees .. that you had planted?

Juls said...

Oh, the 6 word thing...
and I just tagged you for a running meme thing.

Amy said...

Great post! I haven't been back to any of the neighborhoods I grew up in, but they often show up in my dreams...looking exactly the way I remember them!

robtherunner said...

I enjoy the old neighborhood routes that I once enjoyed as well. Thanks for the brief trip back.

Triteacher said...

Sensitively written, Anne. Yes, move ahead, but keep the strength of those roots.

jeanne said...

lovely run and a lovely memoir too. I don't really have any old neighborhoods to return to.

Elizabeth said...

I work for SMITH, the magazine where the six-word challenge originated. I've been going around the internet looking for the best memoirs, and I just wanted to let you know how much I loved yours. There's an entire story in there, whether it comes at the conclusion of your beautiful post or whether it's something unrelated but thought-provoking. So many people just list six adjectives; it's so nice to see the thought behind yours. If you're interested, consider submitting it to the site (www.smithmag.net); we might use it in our next book!

Laura Lohr : My Beautiful Life said...

Beautiful! Your writing is always so vivid!

I often think about going back to my old running route that is EXACTLY 3.44 miles. I know taking a turn down this street rather than that one gives me 3.23 miles instead.

Someday, I'd love to go back and run the old route.

Larry Smith said...

Hey, I'm Larry from SMITH and saw this via Elizabeth and just want to second her and all the other commenters' emotion: your six-word memoir is intense, lovely, profound. Thank you....

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